My bestfriend is gay, But I have strong feelings for him, what do I do?

Last year, I became really close with my friend JC, Recently he told me he was 98% gay, And I like him alot, I'm completely in love with him. I was sure he liked me too.. Because sometimes he holds me close, and snuggles up to me. I'm 18. And I don't know what to do. He's 18 aswell, and I just.. wish I were a guy, or.. wish he wasn't gay. that he was.. straight, or bi. But. I don't wanna ruin our friendship. I really need help. He makes me happy when he's near, and I love that feeling. He never lies to me, and he always makes me feel loved. I really need help.. someone please help me. ;_;